Joker

Birthday!

2009-10-11T23:36:00.010+08:00

Anyong

Its been awhile since i blog. Due to a lot of reason i have to leave it dead for a moment. I guess ill update it when im only free. But i wont leave it like this.

Firstly,

I would like to wish my baby a happy belated birthday

Dear your already sixteen baby i'm sorry i couldnt be there for you

And i had to lie to you just for your suprise baby!

A very happy sixteen birthday!

Secondly, happy 14 months anniversary baby girl!!!

There is more to come, cant wait to spend my days with you

Oh well there is a lot of things going on right now

events, hanging out session but i have limited time because

im mentally exhausted today!

My baby,

Your probably studying religiously right now. Im supporting you!!!

Today was a very hetic day for me because i had to run around everywhere

and we went for a road trip

I was with my brothers henry, kok seng and not to forget raymond =)

We headed for my freestyle competition. It was a rough day because

it started to rain early in the morning and we still had our sleepy mode on!!

But overall the day was really meaninful because of the friends i made from

all over the country. Great freestyler, great moves, and also nice friends!

The judge consists of our local talent dr freestyler aka amy and not to forget

the legendary Uk nike champion Mr Farid abbas. For more details please visit

www.abbasfarid.com. He was trully a legend no doubts about it. His just great,

no words can describe how talented he is and how nice he is in person.

Amy,me and Abbas Farid

Amy, Henry and Abbas

So qualifiying round started around 10 and we made it to the grand final

Henry was an improtu participant and he manage to make it thru also.

Grand finals was held at the Hall and It was amazing.

We manage to perform our best out of 100 contestand and we made it

to the final 10. Three minutes was given to each player and i was the first

Finalist to share freestyling skills. It was a wonderful experience, lots of upcoming

talent. Oh well, henry got third place and i manage to glide thru the pressure and i got

2nd place=) luck played and important role also!.

The day was fill with joy and laughter

Nilai And Sunway Supporters!!

And i rushed back from bangi to attend my grandmother sister 81st birthday!

Pictures are limited right now but after getting the soft copy ill update with pictures

Its geting late already!

Take care!

Song: Wonder girls-nobody

2009-03-19T20:23:00.004+08:00

Dreams?What are dreams?Are they simply fiction creation that our mind stimulate during our rest?There are a lot of definion of dreams , some dreams are even mind dropping and unbelieveable. You are entering a mysterious and fascinating world of dreams where the rule of reality dont apply. Dreams are based on dream moods. I hope that dream moods will help you make sense of your dreams and archieve a better understanding of them. Dreams moods are studied to help an individual to find the key to unlocking and intrepeting the meaning of your dreams.By understanding your dream,you will gain a better perspective on your life. Remember that dreams are unique!

Chase dreams is one several common dream themes. As with most of the common dreams, they often stem from feelings of anxiety in your walking life. Running is an instinctive response to physical threats in your environment. In these dreams, you can be pursued by an attacker, an animal or an unknown figure, who wants to hurt or possibly kill you. In turn, you run, hide or try to outwit your pursuer. Your actions in the dream parallel how you respond to pressure and cope with fears, stress or various situations in your waking life. Instead of confronting the situation, you are running away and avoiding it. Ask yourself who is the one chasing you so that you can gain understanding and insight on the source of your fears and anxieties.The pursuer or attacker who is chasing you in your dream may also represent an aspect of yourself. Your own feelings of anger, jealousy, fear, and possibly love, can assume the appearance of threatening figure. The shadowy figure can also symbolize rejected characteristics of your self. You may be projecting these feelings onto the unknown chaser. Next time you have a chase dream, turn around and confront your pursuer. Ask them why they are chasing you. Perhaps you are running away from something. What are you trying to run from?
If you are the one doing the chasing, then the dream may highlight your drive and ambition to go after something you want. Or perhaps the dream suggests that you are falling behind and having to catch up with everyone else.Consider the distance or gap between you and your pursuer. This indicates your closeness to the issue. If the pursuer is gaining on you, then it suggests that the problem is not going to go away. The problem will surround you until you confront and address it. However, if you are able to widen the gap between your pursuer, then the problem is becoming less and less of an issue. You are able to successful distance yourself from the problem. In essence, the problem is fading away.
A more direct analysis of chase dreams is the fear of being attacked. Such dreams are more common among women than men, who may feel physically vulnerable in the urban environment. These dreams are inspired by fears of violence and sexual assault in which we are so over-exposed from the media, which magnifies such fears.

Falling dreams are another theme that is quite common in the world of dreams. Contrary to a popular myth, you will not actually die if you do not wake up before your hit the ground during a fall.
As with most common dream themes, falling is an indication of insecurities, instabilities, and anxieties. You are feeling overwhelmed and out of control in some situation in your waking life. This may reflect the way you feel in your relationship or in your work environment. You have lost your foothold and can not hang on or keep up with the hustle and bustle of daily life.When you fall, there is nothing that you can hold on to. You more or less are forced toward this downward motion without any control. This lost of control may parallel a waking situation in your life.
Falling dreams also often reflect a sense of failure or inferiority in some circumstance or situation. It may be the fear of failing in your job/school, loss of status, or failure in love.You feel shameful and lack a sense of pride. You are unable to keep up with the status quo or that you don't measure up.
According to Freudian theory, dreams of falling indicate that you are contemplating giving into a sexual urge or impulse. You maybe lacking indiscretion.Falling dreams typically occur during the first stage of sleep. Dreams in this stage are often accompanied by muscle spasms of the arms, legs, and the whole body. These sudden contractions, also known as myclonic jerks. Sometimes when we have these falling dreams, we feel our whole body jerk or twitch and we awaken from this jerk. It is thought that this jerking action is part of an arousal mechanism that allows the sleeper to awaken and become quickly alert and responsive to possible threats in the environment.According to biblical interpretations, dreams about falling have a negative overtone and suggest that man is acting and walking according to his own way of thinking and not those of the Lord.

Flying dreams fall under a category of dreams known as lucid dreaming. Lucid dreams occur when you become aware that you are dreaming. Many dreamers describe the ability to fly in their dreams as an exhilarating, joyful, and liberating experience.If you are flying with ease and enjoying the scene and landscape below, then it suggests that you are on top of a situation. You have risen above something. It may also mean that you have gained a different perspective on things. Flying dreams and the ability to control your flight is representative of your own personal sense of power.
Having difficulties staying in flight indicates a lack of power in controlling your own circumstances. You may be struggling to stay aloft and stay on course. Things like power lines, trees, or mountains may further obstruct your flight. These barriers represent a particular obstacle or person who is standing in your way in your waking life. You need to identify who or what is hindering you from moving forward. It may also be an indication of a lack of confidence. You need to believe in yourself and not be afraid.If you are feeling fear when you are flying or that you feel that you are flying too high, then it suggests that you are afraid of challenges and of success.In reality, we cannot really fly, of course. Thus, such dreams may represent that which is beyond your physical limitations. In your mind, you can be anybody and do anything. Another way of interpreting flying dreams is that these dreams symbolize your strong mind and will. You feel undefeatable and nobody can tell you what you cannot do and accomplish. Undoubtedly these dreams leave you a great sense of freedom.

To dream that you are taking an exam, indicates that you are being put to the test or being scrutinized in some way.Such dreams highlight your feelings of being anxious and agitated. You may find that you cannot answer any of the questions on the test or that the test is in some foreign language. Is time running out and you find that you can not complete the exam in the allowed time? Or are you late to the exam? Does your pencil keep breaking during the exam? Such factors contribute to you failing this test. These dreams usually have to do with your self-esteem and confidence or your lack of. You are worried that you are not making the grade and measuring up to other people's expectations of you. You may also experience the fear of not being accepted, not being prepared, or not being good enough. You feel nervous, insecure and tend to believe the worst about yourself.These dreams also suggest that you may feel unprepared for a challenge. Rarely, are these dreams about the content of the test, but rather the process and how you are feeling during the exam taking process. Generally, you feel distressed and frustrated. These feelings may parallel how you are feeling in a particular challenge or situation in your waking like.Dreams of this nature are also an indication that you are being judged and this dream is a signal for you to examine an aspect of yourself that you may have been neglecting and need to pay attention to. You may harbor some guilt because of your neglect in preparation for a school exam, meeting, business project, or some challenge. Most of the time, though, people who have such dreams are unlikely to fail a test in real life. This dream goes back to their fear and own anxiety that they may not meet other's standards of them. They are afraid to let others down

So you are going about your normal routine - going to work, waiting for the bus, or just walking down the street - when you suddenly realize that you are stark naked. Dreaming that you are completely or partially naked is very common. Nudity symbolizes a variety of things depending on your real life situation.Becoming mortified at the realization that you are naked in public, reflects your vulnerability or feelings of shamefulness. You may be hiding something and are afraid that others can see right through you. Metaphorically, clothes are a means of concealment. Depending on the type of clothes you wear, you can hide your identity or be someone else. But without them, everything is hanging out for all to see. You are exposed and left without any defenses. Thus your naked dream may be telling you that you are trying to be something that you really are not. Or you are fearful of being ridiculed and disgraced. Such anxieties are elevated especially in situations where you are trying to impress others. Perhaps you are in a new work environment or in a new relationship. You may be expressing fears or apprehension in revealing your true feelings in such situations.Nudity also symbolizes being caught off guard. Finding yourself naked at work or in a classroom, suggests that you are unprepared for a project at work or school. You may be unprepared in making a well informed decision. With all eyes on you, you fear that some flaw will be brought to public attention. You fear that people will see through your true self and you will be exposed as a fraud or a phony.Often times, when you realize that you are naked in your dream, no one else seems to notice. Everyone else in the dream is going about their business without giving a second look at your nakedness. If this happens in your dream, then it implies that your fears are unfounded; no one will notice except you. You may be magnifying the situation and making an issue of nothing.If you dream that you are proud of your nakedness and show no embarrassment or shame, then it symbolizes your unrestricted freedom. You have nothing to hide and are proud of who you are. The dream is about a new sense of honesty, openness, and a carefree nature. Perhaps you are trying to get to the bare facts. Alternatively, the dream may be telling you that you are drawing the wrong kind of attention to yourself. You want to get noticed, but are going about it the wrong way.

Updated

2009-03-18T22:26:00.001+08:00

I'm totally bored now!
will update soon xD

Left 4 Dead

2009-01-12T16:53:00.004+08:00

Left 4 Dead makes both sides of the zombie apocalypse a thrill to experience, as long as you're not alone.

Hey its been awhile since my last update, because of certain reasons that leads to my absents. So yeah, currently i'm totally addicted to this latest pc game called left four dead. Jaw dropping game scary yet fun. I think they put drugs into the game because you cant stop playing the game after a few tries. Besides that, The zombie apocalypse. Be honest: You've thought about it. When most humans have been turned into shambling, flesh-hungry monsters, how will you fare? Whether you fancy yourself an intrepid survivor or an infected savage, Left 4 Dead is the game for you. Battling your way through the grim, desolate world is always tense and challenging, thanks to the unpredictable, relentless enemies. It's equally thrilling to play as one of the zombies (aka the infected), coordinating deadly ambushes as you try to kill the survivors. Nevertheless, Left 4 Dead's well-crafted gameplay simply must be experienced in multiplayer. Human teammates (or enemies) make each play-through dynamic, mitigating the game's two hang-ups: limited map selection and uninspired friendly AI. Despite these hitches, Left 4 Dead is a remarkably fun, excitingly tense game that will make you want to revisit the apocalypse again and again.

Ratings-8/10

P/s: Please check your blood pressure before THINKING about playing this game!(nah just kidding xD)

Athletic

2009-01-07T17:48:00.005+08:00

-08-

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Hope i can continue my journey after heading to university xD

Song:Kenya West ft T-Pain-Heartless

Devastated

2009-01-07T16:39:00.002+08:00

“The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.”

Feeling awfully down now!
Help me Pls!
=(

Song:Psapp- Cosy in the rocket

11.27pm

2009-01-05T23:27:00.002+08:00

school life xD

How i wish i can turn back time to go back to my secondary life =(
i miss you dear!

superhuman

2009-01-05T23:23:00.002+08:00

Schools starting,college starting and im still at home bumming around =(

My daily routine is just the same eat sleep eat sleep!
need to change my habit and have a better lifestyle
im becoming lazier and skinnier. not a good sign.
need to eat more!

Any work available, inform me alright? (=

Song: Hinder-Use me

2009

2009-01-05T22:07:00.018+08:00

Happy new year to everybody (= Somehow i feel that i'm not motivated to blog and yet im still doing it. Once in a blue moon!! But here goes,
I just wanna wish everybody happy new milennium 9(2009)

2008 have passed us by with just a blink of an eye and now we are aging and getting old. Not a good sign but thats life xD

Hopefully as the new year pass by it will bring more joy and happiness to everybody and also me. Everything that we experience will become a lesson for the future, and the future is in our hands, choices that we make, path that we take, choose it wisely and never regret after making a decision.

A summary of 2008,

*Hearts*

Thats all because it will take ages to update everything and my computer is killing me already =(

p/s:5 months coming!!!*loves*

Song: Katy Perry-I'm still breathing

=)

yo!

2008-07-19T15:19:00.001+08:00

Get well Mr Guna

2008-07-02T21:40:00.005+08:00

Mr guna, our beloved muet teacher is currenly in a critical condition after suffering a massive fall and now is admitted at the icu.

Life is like a small fire. Even the slightest wind can put away the fire. Just a splash of water and the fire is gone. Appreciate everything you have, dont regret it when its gone.

I would like to give a moment of silence and sent out our prayers to mr guna and hopefully god is at his side, giving him strength to move on and carry on!

Get well soon!!
We are waiting for you!

love,
Johan

Song: Luther Vandross- Dance with my father

Mr menon (:

2008-06-18T00:10:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRHTDAY LIN (:

Even tho you're at the land far far away, united kingdom xD But you will always be in my heart.

My addmaths teacher, my cranky dance partner, and a great friend (:

Happy birthday and hope you're bless with joy and happiness and not to mention you're legal to do stuff already (: Clubbing (

Song:The Strokes - Heart in a cage

Revive!

2008-06-17T23:37:00.006+08:00

Im seriously clueless that im blogging again!

Anyway nothing much to talk about.

Ill promise to update something intresting alright (:

So long for now! take care!

Song:Run Dmc & Aerosmith - Walk This Way

7 and gone

2007-10-12T00:25:00.000+08:00

Pictures or words?
Well in my opinion all those stuff is nothing if you dont have anybody to share it with.

8th October,

Everything just turn into ashes my hopes of spending my lifetime with someone i really love
Karyn lee someone that change my life!
No words can explain how i really feel,
Nobody makes get crazy for ryn!
Love is a four letter word,
Recreant never took control,
My first will always be you,
Love you karyn lee.

Enough said,
Tears rolling down,
Panda eyes,
Heartache,
Emotions,

Well im going to cherish every moment i had with you for the rest of my life =)
You will always be my first love
The best i ever had
And I will never stop loving you this i promise you. <3 Ill be always there for you okay =)

GONNA MISS YOU BABY

I Guess im not letting you go girl =)
Selfish because you will be the meat i cant have =(

sleep sleep sleep =X

2007-08-13T23:05:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was an amusing yet lovely day =) fetch the kiddos at kbu with faisal. note: faisal driving is gay la. Reach there around 4 plus waited for them to get dressed. . Imagine this!!! 14 people two cars. The car was packed like sardine but still best la*wink*. "Jojo look hot"
quoted by someone. Ah terancam sangat2 =X alright nothing much to talk about but i enjoy myself to the max =) bang bang bang.
To sum it up.
ill give it a 100/100 for the lovely day =)
night!

Saturday

2007-08-11T21:47:00.001+08:00

bad day

2007-08-11T02:17:00.000+08:00

BANG BANG BANG =)

2007-08-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

dejavu

2007-08-09T00:10:00.002+08:00

friends =(

2007-08-07T22:33:00.001+08:00

singapore =X

2007-07-02T23:02:00.001+08:00

Oh singapore trip was like a fairytale but the exchange rate was a little sucky if your using ur money =X hahaha. we won singapore but everybody was half dead because we played without taking lunch imagine that. =) my credit was dead also but the time i reach malaysia. 1 bloody sms cause one ringgit.oh god killing me softly la. miss my syg when i was there but had lots of weird adventure at orchard road=) bye!

3 days =X

2007-06-28T21:38:00.000+08:00

oh well packing my stuff now. anyway im away for three days im going to miss everybody.including u karyn =) oh goodluck to everybody that is entering univercity and colleges =D may god bless you! see you~

Saturday Fever =S

2007-06-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

What a saturday. It was a schooling day some sort of replacement. and i was so thrilled to go to schoool =) end up the whole school was basically empty~
WHY DID I GO TO SCHOOL? good question right xD
After school rush home and took my time dressing myself up =P Crawl to pyramid to catch a movie.

silver surfer rocks but not the fantastic 4 =)) Came home with A BIG BIG SMILE ON MY FACE =D
And today we lost because of coin toss!! what are the odds of us winning. FIFA should ban coin tossing in tournament. not professional at all ='( nite everybody

padang laut

2007-06-14T21:39:00.000+08:00

Hahahah. School Started already
Boring mind-numbing tiresome =) The canteen food is really a heart breaker , wonderful right. The only time where we can relax and there is no FOOD? GREAT JOB =X anyway can't wait for end of the week.lalala

Peekaboo! :]

2007-06-13T00:33:00.000+08:00

Hey Jo?

I LOVE YOU.

- Ryn.

Stupid 36 xS

2007-06-10T20:20:00.000+08:00

Summer Splash was an astounding event. you wish =P

It was swarming and quite dreary because it was all about the HUNK (BORING)
Had at death's door experience at the locker room. FULL and everybody was finding alternate ways to keep their belongings. The best part was my locker was a nut cracker giving problems every single time =(. But we made it thru and TIME TO PARTY!!!!

WATER WAS GREAT =) THE COMPANY WAS LOVELY BUT TIME WAS BIGGEST ENEMY!!

RATING FOR THIS EVENT?
5/10

Intruder alert.

2007-06-07T05:15:00.000+08:00

Dear Jo,

Hello, but sorry la syg. You gave me the impossible task of "cheering" your blog up.

I DUNNO HOW. What do you want me to modify?

Oh, and it's 5.46 am now, ahahahaha. I'm so dead when you read this. But I don't think you'll read this anytime soon, so it buys me time :]

Signed,
Your girlfriend.

Sick

2007-06-05T20:05:00.000+08:00

Monday 3

2007-06-03T20:10:00.001+08:00

Picture of the day =P

2007-06-03T01:10:00.000+08:00

McDonald Sucks(pyramid)

2007-06-03T01:03:00.000+08:00

~Burnt =( ~

~Half~

adidas Sala 6

2007-06-02T21:57:00.000+08:00

1.30 tortoise

2007-06-02T03:03:00.001+08:00

-Pepsi Ad-

-blurr+fever-

-poser-

camera tricks =)

2007-06-02T02:19:00.001+08:00

lalala =)

2007-06-01T23:01:00.000+08:00

Bored

2006-11-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

Yellow Flower

=)

2006-11-25T22:10:00.000+08:00

well im new at this blogging thing so i hope i will improve soon,
xD..